Although this year, I don't think my birthday isn't special. I mean, there are so many February birthdays. I recently met someone with the same birthday as I do which isn't good for me
But I seriously want to thank my Heavenly Father for placing me in existence and in His book. Through the past few days before my birthday, I've learned so much and I'm so grateful that this isn't even the end of what I'm about to be given. Thanks Dad
I say this every year, but MAN I am old! I am now 17 years old.
If you're wondering, that entry down there was from like a month ago.
Anyways, it has been a while. I probably won't update again till like late January to early February.
Life has been good, so far. Maybe it's just the beginning of a horrible nightmare in my life. I've been feeling very burdened these days with our Youth Group, individually and as a whole.
I need God in my life right now. I know this is the beginning of something. Something unpleasant is brewing within my heart, mind and life.
I need prayer.
Lately I've been wanting humility in my life, ya know?
School sucks. 3 AP classes suck a lot. I need motivation to study. Help.
Okay, good night everyone, and Merry Christmas in advance! :D
Today I want to rant on about people who think they know politics after Obama was elected president or even before when he was running.
These black kids in my school were screaming "OBAMA!" and going "BLACK PRESIDENT NIGGA!" like they know politics.
Okay first of all, what the heck do they know. I bet you if I asked them "What has Obama proposed in his last few debates?" they couldn't even answer that. I know I barely know politics, but I know enough to say that these people don't know anything. These are people who thinks that just because we will have a black president starting January doesn't mean you know politics. These people aren't happy the fact that a Democrat won, they're happy because a black man won. Who knows, maybe America did choose the wrong president. If they did, I would love to see the looks on their faces.
Something I had to get off my chest. It just bothered me the whole as well as my friends who probably know as much as I do (which isn't much but enough for the school to hopefully comprehend to). Is it just me? I think I have too many black kids in my school.
I have like nothing better to do but to write on xanga. I would usually update like weekly but I guess that kinda just, faded away :]
I'm excited for the upcoming events that are going to take place within church. And school still sucks. Luckily, the "real" work hasn't started yet.
Today I went to go get a fruit snack in my closet of food and the flap of the box grazed my eye and it kinda hurt. I went to church for like 4-5 hours and I'm sitting here and my eye is irritating me. It sucks a lot people.
